Friday, April 30, 2010
10:40 PM
I wrote a cheesy story todae...YAY ME^^
LOLZ!!! I waiting for my couz to come back!!! She promised me present!!!I WAN!!! GIMME GIMME GIMME!!!! Set top box upgrade veri the random...i gonna go now...if not later kena busted again...!@#$%^&*
music is always cool...
Walao!!! Todae damn sian seh!!! HAHA!!! Ditched jolene and Eden...well,sorta...
Anyway this is wad i do in class when i bored:
Every word, Every sentence that was written by you
I will remember it in my heart forever
Do not leave me here just like that
Without a single trace to follow
When there is no YOU in this world
I do not understand the extends the happiness
No more exchanging of love notes
I might not survive to the end~
Do you not know
That you have something special within you
Everything of you
Is a hundred marks to me
How is it that you are so perfect
Have a cup of bitter tea to lower your temperature~
I love you
You are my Romeo
I am willing
To be your Juliet
Everyday in Bliss
Everynight of romance
Let all your love out to me~
I know that you still love me. Although,
The reason that we separated. We must come to accept it
You knew how upset i would have been. So,
Even at the end you still smiled and urged me on
I know that you cannnot bear to let me go. Which was why,
You closed your eyes and left without turning back~
Who was it that said black and white could not be paired
There is nothing in this world that cannot be done
Though the day does not know about the darkness at night
You on the other hand know my strengths~
I just want to hear you say, you love me
I also want to hear you say, you miss me
All this years, have you ever thought of me
I just want to say to you, i love you
I just want to say to you, i miss you
All these years, do you know that i kept thinking of you~
Together we play in the waves
Together we take a walk and relax at the beach
This sunny summer day
I just want you by my side~
未来某年某月某日某时某分某秒某人某地某种永远的心情
不会忘记此刻l-o-v-e~
不管你去哪里
我都會跟著你
我只想和你在一起~
永遠让你微笑
永遠让你开心
這就是我的责任~
So nice seh...My awesome work><
HAHA!!! SEE YA PPLZ!!!XD
Thursday, April 29, 2010
7:25 PM
Anyway this is wad i do in class when i bored:
Every word, Every sentence that was written by you
I will remember it in my heart forever
Do not leave me here just like that
Without a single trace to follow
When there is no YOU in this world
I do not understand the extends the happiness
No more exchanging of love notes
I might not survive to the end~
Do you not know
That you have something special within you
Everything of you
Is a hundred marks to me
How is it that you are so perfect
Have a cup of bitter tea to lower your temperature~
I love you
You are my Romeo
I am willing
To be your Juliet
Everyday in Bliss
Everynight of romance
Let all your love out to me~
I know that you still love me. Although,
The reason that we separated. We must come to accept it
You knew how upset i would have been. So,
Even at the end you still smiled and urged me on
I know that you cannnot bear to let me go. Which was why,
You closed your eyes and left without turning back~
Who was it that said black and white could not be paired
There is nothing in this world that cannot be done
Though the day does not know about the darkness at night
You on the other hand know my strengths~
I just want to hear you say, you love me
I also want to hear you say, you miss me
All this years, have you ever thought of me
I just want to say to you, i love you
I just want to say to you, i miss you
All these years, do you know that i kept thinking of you~
Together we play in the waves
Together we take a walk and relax at the beach
This sunny summer day
I just want you by my side~
未来某年某月某日某时某分某秒某人某地某种永远的心情
不会忘记此刻l-o-v-e~
不管你去哪里
我都會跟著你
我只想和你在一起~
永遠让你微笑
永遠让你开心
這就是我的责任~
So nice seh...My awesome work><
HAHA!!! SEE YA PPLZ!!!XD
music is always cool...
YAY!!! I went to Changi Airport...again-.- haha!! We go swensen eat. So nice seh! HAHA!!! I wanna go out again!!! Played truth or dare again...so sickening! i have to make out with who???!!!
No way in hell i tell you! *bleah!!! you ppl and your sick minds. But...it's fun...gonna play again tmr! YEAH!!! HAHA!!!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
7:53 PM
No way in hell i tell you! *bleah!!! you ppl and your sick minds. But...it's fun...gonna play again tmr! YEAH!!! HAHA!!!
music is always cool...
Yoizz!!!
I played Truth or Dare again!!!HAHA!!! All the dare so lame and stupid one seh...So damn sick. Wanna noe the dares? Go see my facebook! *bleah all so dumb one lorhz,eg.all bang here then bang there then more wrong and stp things*
Tmr half day...YAY!!! Then need stay back for Lit extra lesson T.T
I dun wan seh. I wanna go out>JSYK: -Bang:when a boy come up to a girl, he says 'i wanna BANG you'. If you dun understand then ask me for more info through the tagbox.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
7:21 PM
I played Truth or Dare again!!!HAHA!!! All the dare so lame and stupid one seh...So damn sick. Wanna noe the dares? Go see my facebook! *bleah all so dumb one lorhz,eg.all bang here then bang there then more wrong and stp things*
Tmr half day...YAY!!! Then need stay back for Lit extra lesson T.T
I dun wan seh. I wanna go out>JSYK: -Bang:when a boy come up to a girl, he says 'i wanna BANG you'. If you dun understand then ask me for more info through the tagbox.
music is always cool...
HELO!!!
Today was sooooooooo SUPER boring seh!!! Principle say wanna come our class also nvr! Stupid la!!! All zhao ji for nth. *sigh...
Anyway...Played Truth or Dare with Kit Wai and Gang todae. Waseh...i had to type stupid things on facebook...super embarrassing lorhz.
Haizz...i'm supa bored now seh...too lazy do hw...maybe i'll spam ppl through sms...HAHA!!! YEAH!!! SEEYA
Monday, April 26, 2010
4:51 PM
Today was sooooooooo SUPER boring seh!!! Principle say wanna come our class also nvr! Stupid la!!! All zhao ji for nth. *sigh...
Anyway...Played Truth or Dare with Kit Wai and Gang todae. Waseh...i had to type stupid things on facebook...super embarrassing lorhz.
Haizz...i'm supa bored now seh...too lazy do hw...maybe i'll spam ppl through sms...HAHA!!! YEAH!!! SEEYA
music is always cool...
Yes... I absolutely have Nothing Better To Do!
This is the real first post seh...HAHA so damn long then i start. Juz found out that Youthful's fav hobby is CAPS RAPing!!! AHHHHH!!! RUN!!! She scares the $h!t outta me...
Anyway...mah new bed is comin today...yay...NOT!!! I DUN WAN A STINKING BED!!! I'M FINE ON MAH MATTRESS! WHY CAN'T ANY OF YOU WACKOS UNDERSTAND THAT!!!
Just So You Know...There are wackos in mah hse demanding me to call them 'family'. EW...preposterous!!!
I hate those wackos!!! You with me? Huh jo?
LET US JOIN FORCES AND RULE OVER THEM!!! NO... WE SHALL RULE OVER THE WORLD!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! *fire aura on perimeter of self and flames in eyes* *VB pours a bucket of water on me* I NOT ON FIRE DAMMIT!!! o.0...sry for the random part ^^
Saturday, April 24, 2010
10:37 AM
This is the real first post seh...HAHA so damn long then i start. Juz found out that Youthful's fav hobby is CAPS RAPing!!! AHHHHH!!! RUN!!! She scares the $h!t outta me...
Anyway...mah new bed is comin today...yay...NOT!!! I DUN WAN A STINKING BED!!! I'M FINE ON MAH MATTRESS! WHY CAN'T ANY OF YOU WACKOS UNDERSTAND THAT!!!
Just So You Know...There are wackos in mah hse demanding me to call them 'family'. EW...preposterous!!!
I hate those wackos!!! You with me? Huh jo?
LET US JOIN FORCES AND RULE OVER THEM!!! NO... WE SHALL RULE OVER THE WORLD!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!! *fire aura on perimeter of self and flames in eyes* *VB pours a bucket of water on me* I NOT ON FIRE DAMMIT!!! o.0...sry for the random part ^^
music is always cool...
Heart...
Is it mine which you speak of...
Yes...the one that's black...
Oh wait...
I forgot...
I do not have a heart
Those whose hearts are pure...
Go die in a hole...
Those who hearts are beating...
May you lose the beat
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
10:14 PM
Is it mine which you speak of...
Yes...the one that's black...
Oh wait...
I forgot...
I do not have a heart
Those whose hearts are pure...
Go die in a hole...
Those who hearts are beating...
May you lose the beat
music is always cool...
Darkness...
It's all around me...
Together with the silence...
It's just pitch black
As i fade away from everything...
I recall my past memories...
How tragic...
I want to forget them...
The darkness...
Covers my body...
As i...
Myself...
Becomes part of the darkness
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
10:10 PM
It's all around me...
Together with the silence...
It's just pitch black
As i fade away from everything...
I recall my past memories...
How tragic...
I want to forget them...
The darkness...
Covers my body...
As i...
Myself...
Becomes part of the darkness
music is always cool...
Life...
How it sucks...
I so hate it...
My stupid path of life
It has led me to a dead end...
Yet again...
I'm not surprised...
It happens all the time
Stuck in a corner...
No where to go...
That's how life is for me...
I want it to just end
Sunday, April 18, 2010
3:22 PM
How it sucks...
I so hate it...
My stupid path of life
It has led me to a dead end...
Yet again...
I'm not surprised...
It happens all the time
Stuck in a corner...
No where to go...
That's how life is for me...
I want it to just end
music is always cool...
Loneliness...
I've experienced it before...
Many times...
Enjoyable
When i'm alone...
I am able to think properly...
With the silence around me...
As i slowly fade away...
From the bothersome crowds
When there's only me...
I'm happy...well, sort of...
Everyone else...
I couldn't care less to whatever happens to them
Loneliness...
It's the best...
So awesome!
Saturday, April 17, 2010
6:36 PM
I've experienced it before...
Many times...
Enjoyable
When i'm alone...
I am able to think properly...
With the silence around me...
As i slowly fade away...
From the bothersome crowds
When there's only me...
I'm happy...well, sort of...
Everyone else...
I couldn't care less to whatever happens to them
Loneliness...
It's the best...
So awesome!
music is always cool...
Revenge...
Is the only thing i think of...
The only reason to my living...
To seek vengeance
I must get it...
The revenge...
That i've been waiting for so long...
It's finally gonna happen
I will never let anything get in the way...
For i'm an avenger...
On the path i walk...
I must do whatever it takes to gain power...
Even if it means selling my flesh to the devil
~saskay uchiha
Thursday, April 15, 2010
8:55 PM
Is the only thing i think of...
The only reason to my living...
To seek vengeance
I must get it...
The revenge...
That i've been waiting for so long...
It's finally gonna happen
I will never let anything get in the way...
For i'm an avenger...
On the path i walk...
I must do whatever it takes to gain power...
Even if it means selling my flesh to the devil
~saskay uchiha
music is always cool...
Blood...
Bright red...
Flowing down the face...
So fresh
Lick...
Away all the blood...
That were at the side of my mouth
Drip...
Drip...
Drip
The blood drips onto the clean floor as i walk...
Leaving a trail of red splats...
To tell people that...
If you come near me, i'll drink your blood
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
10:05 PM
Bright red...
Flowing down the face...
So fresh
Lick...
Away all the blood...
That were at the side of my mouth
Drip...
Drip...
Drip
The blood drips onto the clean floor as i walk...
Leaving a trail of red splats...
To tell people that...
If you come near me, i'll drink your blood
music is always cool...
Love...
It hurts...
Apparently too much...
Especially when the one who you love...
Either doesn't know it...
Or even worse...
Hates you
How can it be a good thing...
I wonder all the time...
Love and crushes...
Always end badly...
That why they're called crushes...
You try to hate him/her...
But that only led you to love him/her even more...
I despise that emotion...
Of course...
I can't feel it anymore...
For i have already given up on love...
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
9:57 PM
It hurts...
Apparently too much...
Especially when the one who you love...
Either doesn't know it...
Or even worse...
Hates you
How can it be a good thing...
I wonder all the time...
Love and crushes...
Always end badly...
That why they're called crushes...
You try to hate him/her...
But that only led you to love him/her even more...
I despise that emotion...
Of course...
I can't feel it anymore...
For i have already given up on love...
music is always cool...
Betrayal...
So easy to betray...
Yet so hard to feel betrayed
Traitor...
It's the same thing...
All the time...
As one of my own helps the opponent
Failure...
Is what i always achieve...
Since i'm always betrayed
Lie...
I shall not...
I betrayed others too...
Not that i regret it...
I just hate being double-crossed
Monday, April 12, 2010
8:45 PM
So easy to betray...
Yet so hard to feel betrayed
Traitor...
It's the same thing...
All the time...
As one of my own helps the opponent
Failure...
Is what i always achieve...
Since i'm always betrayed
Lie...
I shall not...
I betrayed others too...
Not that i regret it...
I just hate being double-crossed
music is always cool...
Hurting...
Those around me...
And vice versa...
What's the difference...
It still hurts...
Sigh...
Hurt...Hurt...And more hurt...
It's also something that makes the world go round...
And every single day pass by...
So now you know what to do...
Just HURT
Sunday, April 11, 2010
10:47 PM
Those around me...
And vice versa...
What's the difference...
It still hurts...
Sigh...
Hurt...Hurt...And more hurt...
It's also something that makes the world go round...
And every single day pass by...
So now you know what to do...
Just HURT
music is always cool...
Murdering...
Killing...
Both are my favourite hobbies
How it feels...
When i strike the knife towards the target...
When it sinks into the target's flesh...
And slowly...
The blood flows out
The blood...
Bright red...
Flowing at a rapid speed
I leave the almost-corpse there...
To die...
Painfully yet slowly...
As it's breathing get heavier and heavier...
And then...
Stops completely
Dead...
Saturday, April 10, 2010
5:04 PM
Killing...
Both are my favourite hobbies
How it feels...
When i strike the knife towards the target...
When it sinks into the target's flesh...
And slowly...
The blood flows out
The blood...
Bright red...
Flowing at a rapid speed
I leave the almost-corpse there...
To die...
Painfully yet slowly...
As it's breathing get heavier and heavier...
And then...
Stops completely
Dead...
music is always cool...
Pain...
What i feel...
Practically all the time...
Mentally...
And physically
This sucks...
But sometimes...
It's soothing...
How the pain just blends into my life...
How it just becomes a part of my everyday living
Sigh...
This just gets worse and worse...
At least i'm not the only one...
Many more out there just like me...
Who just wants to tell all the others...
Fuck off...
Friday, April 9, 2010
4:25 PM
What i feel...
Practically all the time...
Mentally...
And physically
This sucks...
But sometimes...
It's soothing...
How the pain just blends into my life...
How it just becomes a part of my everyday living
Sigh...
This just gets worse and worse...
At least i'm not the only one...
Many more out there just like me...
Who just wants to tell all the others...
Fuck off...
music is always cool...
Fights...
Everybody does it...
Boxing...
Wrestling...
Massacre...
Wars...
All happens
Results...
Of fights are so cool...
Bloodshed...
As the red liquid oozes out of the wounds...
Motionless corpses...
All Completely still
Weapons...
Everywhere...
Knifes...
Spears...
Bow and arrows...
All smeared with blood...
Simply a beautiful sight
I'm probably the only one who acknowledges it...
Still...
It's a priceless sight...
All TRUE sadists out there...
Will love it too
Thursday, April 8, 2010
9:06 PM
Everybody does it...
Boxing...
Wrestling...
Massacre...
Wars...
All happens
Results...
Of fights are so cool...
Bloodshed...
As the red liquid oozes out of the wounds...
Motionless corpses...
All Completely still
Weapons...
Everywhere...
Knifes...
Spears...
Bow and arrows...
All smeared with blood...
Simply a beautiful sight
I'm probably the only one who acknowledges it...
Still...
It's a priceless sight...
All TRUE sadists out there...
Will love it too
music is always cool...
Tragedies...
Are bound to happen...
Mishaps..
Misfortunes...
In other words...bad things...
As the world ends...
I watch...
Emotionlessly...
Who cares about this stinking world...
It doesn't matter...
I don't care
Tsunamis...
Earthquakes...
Tornadoes...
These disasters...
Always happen...
What the difference that it happens now?
All hurry die la...
DIE NOW...
I'm waiting...
MUAHAHAHAHA
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
6:24 PM
Are bound to happen...
Mishaps..
Misfortunes...
In other words...bad things...
As the world ends...
I watch...
Emotionlessly...
Who cares about this stinking world...
It doesn't matter...
I don't care
Tsunamis...
Earthquakes...
Tornadoes...
These disasters...
Always happen...
What the difference that it happens now?
All hurry die la...
DIE NOW...
I'm waiting...
MUAHAHAHAHA
music is always cool...
Hell...
Eighteen levels in total...
What shit...
I want more than that...
I want to go through all the stages of hell...
So fun
Fire...
Burning...
Screaming...
Is probably all that's going on down there...
Awesome
Hell...
It's where i belong...
My Dream place...well,sort of...
I don't believe in dreams anymore...
So it's just a place that i want to go so badly
Nice place...
Think i'll prefer it compared to where i am now...
This sucks...
I hate stupid life
Hell...
Hurry up and escort me there already...
Patience is not really my thing...
Speed up a bit
Heat...
As i feel it on my skin...
I've finally arrived...
Yay
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
7:15 PM
Eighteen levels in total...
What shit...
I want more than that...
I want to go through all the stages of hell...
So fun
Fire...
Burning...
Screaming...
Is probably all that's going on down there...
Awesome
Hell...
It's where i belong...
My Dream place...well,sort of...
I don't believe in dreams anymore...
So it's just a place that i want to go so badly
Nice place...
Think i'll prefer it compared to where i am now...
This sucks...
I hate stupid life
Hell...
Hurry up and escort me there already...
Patience is not really my thing...
Speed up a bit
Heat...
As i feel it on my skin...
I've finally arrived...
Yay
music is always cool...
Alone...
In this world...
Me, Myself and I
The world...
Doesn't go round anymore...
It just stays still in it's position
Time...
It stops...
As i have no need for it
I'm alone...
No need for time to pass...
All have already perished
Enjoyment...
I slowly enjoy the moment with only myself...
Peace...
Silence...
So worth it
One...
Uno...
Ichi...
Han...
Um...
Only me~
Monday, April 5, 2010
8:15 PM
In this world...
Me, Myself and I
The world...
Doesn't go round anymore...
It just stays still in it's position
Time...
It stops...
As i have no need for it
I'm alone...
No need for time to pass...
All have already perished
Enjoyment...
I slowly enjoy the moment with only myself...
Peace...
Silence...
So worth it
One...
Uno...
Ichi...
Han...
Um...
Only me~
music is always cool...
Graves...
Everywhere now...
All the people i know...
Friends...
Families...
All dead
Buried...
Under those gravestones...
Lying peacefully...
Not disturbed
Hopefully...
I will be one of those soon...
Those underneath the ground...
Those lucky ones
Who am i kidding?
Hope is powerless...
Nothing ever happens...
It's just my wishful thinking...
Sunday, April 4, 2010
8:58 PM
Everywhere now...
All the people i know...
Friends...
Families...
All dead
Buried...
Under those gravestones...
Lying peacefully...
Not disturbed
Hopefully...
I will be one of those soon...
Those underneath the ground...
Those lucky ones
Who am i kidding?
Hope is powerless...
Nothing ever happens...
It's just my wishful thinking...
music is always cool...
Saturday, April 3, 2010
1:21 PM
Funerals...
My most favourite event...
Currently waiting for my own
Every week...
A different funeral would be held...
Me going to each one
The Atmosphere..
Surrounding it is soothing...
With all the sad cries in the background
Death...
Like I've said before...
Is catching up...
It's the pathway to my fate, MY funeral
Waiting...
When is it going to come...
The only thing I'm looking forward to...
Can time pass any slower?
My funeral...
Is approaching...
Good
Happiness...
Is what i would feel...
If i still could
It's time...
Goodbye~
music is always cool...
Emotions...
Mine are gone...
Forever lost
Feelings...
I got rid of them...
I bare no more
Sadness...
Was a problem for me...
Not anymore
Happiness...
I've never felt it before...
Never will
Emotions...
Pull me down...
Worthless to have
Thus...
I have given up on them...
For they have failed me
Friday, April 2, 2010
5:59 PM
Mine are gone...
Forever lost
Feelings...
I got rid of them...
I bare no more
Sadness...
Was a problem for me...
Not anymore
Happiness...
I've never felt it before...
Never will
Emotions...
Pull me down...
Worthless to have
Thus...
I have given up on them...
For they have failed me
music is always cool...
Death...
All of us...
Waiting for it
Soon...
But not quite yet...
All of you will die
Me...
On the other hand...
Will face a fate far worse than that
Death...
Coming upon us...
Eventually catching up with us
Death comes too soon?
NO
In fact...
It comes quite late
Death...
I'm on the verge of it...
Life...
Now ended..
Never the same again...
I feel BRILLIANT...
All of us...
Waiting for it
Soon...
But not quite yet...
All of you will die
Me...
On the other hand...
Will face a fate far worse than that
Death...
Coming upon us...
Eventually catching up with us
Death comes too soon?
NO
In fact...
It comes quite late
Death...
I'm on the verge of it...
Life...
Now ended..
Never the same again...
I feel BRILLIANT...
music is always cool...